So what now?

I'm resigning soon.. feeling a tad bit scared, you know, my mom won't be working anymore and my father retired years ago, I'd better get my arse in gear and start loking for a job like NOW. But what with so many people being younger and smarter than me, I wonder if I can get something somewhere. I can't be relying on Eddy all the time cos I earn pittance. What a cruel world.. making useless people like me jump into the ratrace whether we want it or not. I'm seriously worried now. Oh well, we'll see how it goes. I'm only resigning in August still a mth to charge for interviews.

Another sad news is that Mag will be going to Aust to study at the end of the month, I'm so so so gonna miss her in capoeira class. She's my fav kaki since Zann has been dead shot busy at work... I wish I was dead shot busy at work :(. This Mag is so good now at capoeira and she started way after me. Hahaha! Big and slow people got to work harder, not to mention people with stiff 2 left feet. Did I mention she's 6 years younger than me? All the energy.. I feel so old.. God give me strength

I will miss you sweetie when you go.

Funny how you can find friends just about anywhere. I was going for a swim one day and what do you know? HP took up the whole pool for a family competion thing till 5 pm! What a downer balls! Anyway I met Ridian, an ex-lifeguard, who also wanted a swim but was sorely disappointed like me so I thickskinned-ly went to join his sis and cousin for breakfast. Before you knew it, Mel and I got along so well we planned a tanning session and hair colouring the next meetup. She's Malay and I'm Chinese but somehow she looks Chinese and I look Malay. What a special find, you never know when you'll meet an anyhow-lame-jokes-laugh-in-your-face kind of friend. Cor I feel like I knew her for yonkers! Friends are a different sort of family, everyone needs one. So far I haven't found that soulmate friend yet..

Mel and I after the hair and tanning session last week. I got my white spots now. Suckers