Bullshit

If I had any means of communicating to my fabulous ex now, I really would like to just tell him this -

Dear J,

I realized that everything u ever said to me was tbh quite BULLSHIT. From marrying and having kids to reconsidering being back with me to saying things like "dun act like I dun wanna talk to you. If I didn't want to, I would have told you straight away". So what is this now? Deleting our photos... unfriending me n my friends... u didn't even have the courtesy to write me a note to tell me. I even helped u by untagging every single photo so u and ur new gf won't see my face, I even gave u good blessings to be with ur new gf... and all I ever got was total bloody BULLSHIT from the moment I met u.God, my friends stuck their necks out to help u find a job in Singapore and then u decided that u didn't want to work here anymore.. one of the Queenies was even on ur sorry ass side when she heard that u broke up with me... that's for gratitude girls.

I may not mean anything to u now, but don't forget what we used to be. Don't u forget that u wanted me to leave everything behind to live in Darwin with u. I sold my precious Lambchop, saved money so I wouldn't have use urs, tried to find a job there, researched everyday. For YOU. Why? I was doing everything for u, BECAUSE I thought u meant it.

When I replied ur smses seconds late in Bali, u said sarcastic things to me. What about u? U ignored me countless times and that's alright for u! And u senselessly accuse me of flirting with men AND women. And u took advantage of my honesty to put me down.And u always think that ur so fair and tell me that "u're not the one for me and u should make adjustments to ur attitude before u move on to the next guy. This is the best advice I can give u." Can u just look in the mirror first and THINK before u say anything next time? This is the best advice I can give to u.

I'm sorry this happened between us and I really thought u wanted to be friends. I admit to being a fucking bitch and failure at many things but at least I'm honest about it. I didn't give u cock and BULLSHIT.

Love,
The Stupid Kineza